Waiting for rain to pour -- Another one for the grill

Lately... I haven't been myself. And it really sucks to know the fact that you are aware of it. Funny, I've always told myself that I won't regret anything I brought myself to do.

And I thought everything was going on so well. We agreed not to take matters out of hand. We were both reasonable when we ended it. But then again... I think I am not aware of my own actions.

Maybe I just can't resign to the fact that we just ended it. We still see eachother once or twice a month. We still talk, hang out, do all the things that we usually do. But I know I've been cold even before we gave up on everything we had.

But how would you react when you've found something between you're ex and someone... or in another instance... with some people? And learning these fact made you even think less of the possibilities of you and her getting back together.

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No use trying to fight it, you're an eight-sided die, a d8. A fine example of simple elegance, the d8 is one of the least appreciated types of dice, and is often neglected. You are known to be quiet and shy, outward traits that conceal viscous sarcasm and mean wit. You are very smart, yet wise enough to hide your intelligence the quicker they found out how smart you are, the sooner they'll put you to work, which is something you can do without. People call you dark and pessimistic, or moody and cynical. You find little point in arguing.

I don't think this is right. Maybe it depends on the mood.

Which Night Elf Hero Are You?

But what ever I do with this one... it always end up with the same answer.

Correct me if 'm wrong, but I really think the time and the state of mind that you have on taking a quiz like this determines the result. Anyway, it was still stress releiving.

Mistakes -- Live and Learn

"Yes, make your "mistakes" early. ...and LEARN from them. So many people think they're better just because they went through it. Live AND learn.

Never forget the lessons.

It's not a guarantee that it'll never happen again, but it'll be a form of training to be able to handle the situation when it arises again." -- Joe Gamer

Mistakes are there for a reason. For you to repeat them. Get me? Wash, rinse and repeat. And for some reasons. I'm thinking that making a mistake is the only "right" thing to do.

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Silence -- Very uneasy

When you come to this state... Are you sane?

Uneasy. A feeling I usually get when I'm not in the mood to communicate. Well, to me that is. I wonder if its the same to others.

It was just one of those days that you think everything started out so well. You feel refreshed the minute you wake up. You feel the urge to do anything and everything for the day. But then again, something just comes in which alters all moods that have been preset for the entire day.

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Losing grip, losing control -- Your sanity in question

If there's anything someone would hate that much, that'd be to be the state of not being stable. In this case, not being able to control your own line of direction.

Oh yesh... *sarcasm =_="

As I lay still in my ever so stirred up murky watered fish tank, I realize somethings, there are just some times when you think you're losing grip. And yes, it sucks to know that you have no control over your sad excuse for your own life.

Oh I just remembered, I haven't vented out on some issues happening to my blasted life. >_< "Your SANITY is in question".

And for who knows how long all this crap will last you? 10 lifetimes? 20 even. And what the heck can you do about it?

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Unwound and unbound -- Trip to memory lane

Nostalgia... That sweet poison everyone seems to drink every once in a while.

And I had my fill. XD

I never new staying at home on a weekday can be so stress releiving. All i did was slouch on a sofa, have a few bags of chips beside me, hold the TV remote control, and mindlessly surf along the channels. And guess what I ended up with? Two full hours of clay animated cartoons and a few episodes of "Care Bares". XD

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